and still...

no but see you've got me all wrong.
i'm not amazing.
never was. never will be.
i'm just one girl
trying to find herself.
trying to find whats right and whats wrong.
trying to make the most of the life i've been given.
but along the way, shit happens.
call it tough. call it writing material.
but this life has been worth living.
every second of it.
i'm not going anywhere,
as long as you'll stay around.
because when you're not here, i'm different.
i can't stop myself
from doing the things i hate.
from being the person i hate.
and when you're here,
i smile more.
i breathe deeper.
i sleep better.
i dream of things other than monsters.
when you're here,
i'm me.