RIP

A Hero From A Thousand Paces.

I really dont understand why this is happening. Anyone who knows me knows that my life practically revolves around Fall Out Boy and A Hero From A Thousand Paces. But tonight I found out that HERO broke up. My first reaction was to go talk to Ryan about it but he deleted his myspace which gave me a clue that somethings wrong. I've spent all night crying hysterically, trying to find any way to reach him. I finally got his e-mail and I'm hoping to God that he reads what I sent him. I just dont understand it. It's not fair. I'm losing everything that means the most to me. This sucks. I cant stand to see those boys just let it go. It hurts. I cant even really breathe right now.

I hate this.