ignorance.

you've got my life in your hands.
take it. break it. whatever.
i've been looking for a reason to trust you
but every path leads to failure.
i've given you my heart on a string.
i've let myself go just for you.
and you throw it away.
i could call you threatening my own life
and you'd laugh, proclaiming victory.
because i wasnt worth it and i'm sure of that.
don't pretend you never thought about
just completely ignoring me.
my attempts at trying to trust someone
who never cared in the first place.
and once or twice you cared.
you saved me from the end.
but whats it worth now
if you cant say you're sorry?
if you cant be here one more time?
if i've poured my heart into silly words
that youll probably never read or care about?
i'm done trying.
if you're here...if you're reading this...
i miss you.