and thanks carli for making it happen.
"i looked up to you. you had the most determination out of anyone i know. and i dont know what fucking happened to you but i hate it. you're talking about how everyones given up on you but i havent. and if you keep going on this way i will."
yeah, i'm ugly.
yeah, i'm stupid.
yeah, i may never be worth anything.
but if you've got the nerve to sit there and give up on me, and judge me, and rub all of this in my face then you're not worth my time. i've got too much to live for to let people who will never matter get the best of me. i may run out of time and patience sometimes but give me a day to get myself together and i promise you wont regret it. i'm not perfect and no one is. it's okay to break down sometimes. believe me, it doesnt happen often and when it does it's small and almost unknown. i dont need to break down and cry every night. i dont need to waste my time wishing. i dont have to live this way. and thanks to you i have. but i'm not giving up on you because i never did and i never will. i only hope you'll never give up on me.
my schedule's getting busier by the minute.
panic at the disco - april 30th? i hope sooo.
i've got like a billion shows.
plus school and dance.
so i dont know when i'm gonna post here again.
talk to me!
AIM - J17J4N11
email - livinrightnow215@hotmail.com
myspace - www.myspace.com/suchaluzer
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