only hope...

ive spent years chasing you to get your attention. but now the chase has taken a few minutes to stop. tonight i was told that there's a possibility that you're running through my blood. there's a chance that we're related. i've spent ten years chasing someone that i couldve just found through a few family reunions. i am the stupidest person i know. i never saw it before. everyone saying, "wow you two look alike" and, "wow you two are practically the same person". But i never saw it. maybe i was scared to. but now i see it. there are things about my life that i havent been told. things about my family. and now i want to hear them more than ever. the thought of you being connected to me through marriages and other bullshit is just...amusing. i mean i dont know it for a fact. but somehow it just would explain a lot. i dont see how it adds up yet but i hope to find out. it would just explain so much...you have no idea.