you make me sick.

there's really not much to say. other than i'm really cold because out of nowhere it started snowing today. hopefully we'll get more snow tonight so that i dont have to walk around school tomorrow with an injured foot. my mom talked to a nurse and she said something about it being the tendons in my foot and how they're pulled or something. i have no idea. all i know is that i really want to get better by saturday. i have a performance and i'm not about to drop out of this one. i'm pretty excited about it.

I need to rant...You dont have to read this.

there are certain people in this world that make me want to scream. all they care about is what they see in TV and magazines. What if you've got it all wrong? You start bashing someone because they change a little, but what's that going to do for you? Absolutely nothing. And it was never relevant in the first place...or maybe it was.
Someone came into school with a binder that had stuff all over it about hating Ashlee and how she and pete shouldnt be together. Stuff like that ticks me off. I completely support their relationship. I look up to both of them for various reasons. Who are you to judge their relationship based on stuff youve seen in the media? And honestly, you're never going to marry Pete so give up. Kthx. And stuff about Pete changing so much and ignoring the fans. I've never seen him ignore a fan. He took time out of his schedule to get me into meet and greet because a lot of stuff was on my mind and he saw it. No one else would care like that. He pulled me on stage at HCT because I was being crushed against the barricade, and that saved my life. And you have the nerve to say that he doesnt care? If he was being so arrogant why would he update FOBR every once in a while to keep us posted? You need to stop shit talking and think for once. Everyone changes. It's natural. Sure, sometimes it seems like hes got a huge ego. But doesnt everyone at some point? "Before Ashlee he never drank!" You dont know that for sure. And if that is the truth then I really doubt she's the reason he's started drinking. I think i'd start drinking too if a bunch of people were bashing me. I've met Ashlee and she was one of the nicest people I've ever met. A friend of mine who absolutely hates her flicked her off and yelled "fuck you" but Ashlee just took it. She acted like it didnt bother her. I dont know if it did or not. But I know if someone did that to me I'd be pretty bothered. She's not the reason Pete has changed. And one more thing, all this shit about the "hardcore fans" being hurt by him ignoring the fans. I've been behind Fall Out Boy since they even became a band. I was at one of their first shows and I still remember talking to Wentz and seeing that he was the most genuine person I'd met. I'd consider myself a pretty hardcore fan. I know a lot of other kids who consider themselves hardcore fans. We're not hurt at all. If you're so much of a hardcore fan, then why arent you supporting his decisions? I'm not saying support them just because they're his. Sit and think about them, then decide what you're going to say. Don't jump to conclusions.

All of that was posted because a girl IMed me saying a bunch of shit about Pete. Obviously I'm in a really bad mood. I've got an injured foot, I can't dance, and now I have to deal with this shit. I'm not trying to change your opinions, so please don't try to change mine.