Friday, March 28, 2008

about to explode.

this week has been the week from hell. there's been all this drama between this guyyy and my friend. it's been stressing me out so bad and i really wish i could talk to him about it. blahhh. then my friend jeremy left his band, which is absolutely depressing. those guys were absolutely amazing and without jeremy it's just gonna be so different. then two of my good friends who were dating broke up and i was stuck in the middle of it. now literally everyone is annoying me. like i just want to crawl in a hole and never come out. this is all bullshit.
it's like...i've got to deal with school, dance, and work. now i've got to deal with drama, break-ups, and stress on top of that. this is seriously the worst it's ever gotten too. i really just feel like locking myself in my room and never coming out because it seems like nothing would go wrong and if it did then i wouldnt have to hear about it.

and to top it off, this insane plan that me and steph have been working on is becoming more impossible by the minute. in order to get permits and contracts with i dont even know how many different companies and shit, we have to spend almost every waking second concentrated on this and i dont have the time or patience for that. but luckily we've got a meeting with a guy who's gonna help us sort everything out tomorrow. so it should get easier. hopefully.

it's cold and rainy outside. my brother just called to brag about how he's at Chipotle. My best friend keeps talking about all her drama. And its like...I've had the week from hell. Can we just talk about something happy for once? Something that wont make me want to scream "fuck everyone"?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Those weeks are the worst! I'm sorry to hear that it's been a horrible week for you. I know how you feel. My friend has been the same way. UGHHH to the extreme.

Hope everything gets easier for you as the weeks go on!

Anonymous said...

Hows bout you talk about puppies and rainbows er somethin. haha