Sunday, March 30, 2008

make it bleed.

I sit alone in my room, everyone asking what the hell my problem is. My music as loud as it can possibly be, I sing along and hear it come until my ears bleed. I've been touched where no 16 year old girl should be touched. I've screamed the words that no girl should have to think of; "I want to die". I've been through hell trying to get to one point and now that the light is finally shining just a little bit, I'm wondering if it's what I ever really wanted. And it is. So I'll fight for it. I'm willing to stand up against the entire world if I have to, but at some point I'm going to be worth something. And if you try to stop me, you're fucking stupid.

"Fully alive, more than most.
Ready to smile and love life."

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love that song. the acoustic rocks

Anonymous said...

:O
about the rumor? maybe?
yikes.