everything around me is just slowly dissolving. i'm walking around with no direction, just on autopilot. it's like i'm not even me anymore. i cry every night and have no reason to look up and ask why. gone almost a week without sleep, waiting for the sun to set on everything i've ever believed in. i'm just having a hard time believing that you were never here...
you've got more than love. remember that.
never forget it. because you forgot everything else
and it just seems like forgetting this would take you out.
i dont want to see you fall as hard as I did.
dyed my hair brown, with blonde highlights.
let the sun shine in my bedroom.
let the world listen to every word i have to sing.
starting over. getting over it.
you were 40 minutes away.
and it killed me every second
knowing i could be standing right next to you.
staring at the capital talking about the weather.
how shitty it is in DC.
how the traffic here never stops for anything.
how i hate it...a lot.
and here i am again.
sitting in the same room i've been in for ten years.
wondering why my prayers never get answered.
blaming it all on god
because no one else is here.
i miss it more than you know.
i'm praying that one day we'll run into each other
and without the questions, just remember everything.
that would be a big deal to me.
next time you're here, stop by and say hello.
because it just might save me again...
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