Monday, March 31, 2008

oh, you have no idea...

i've been working on something pretty crazy. and luckily it's all starting to come together. less stress. less drama. more "omg this shit is gonna be insane". more sleepless nights, but totally worth it in the end.

going back up to wilmette at the end of july.
more than excited.
i miss illinois so much.

about my last post...there are a lot of people around me that continually doubt any efforts that i make as far as making myself better. they tell me i'm never going to be worth anything. they dont believe in me. and honestly, i cant thank them enough. because it pushes me to do more than i've expected. their harsh words have pushed me to try to be the absolute best and now that its finally starting to come together, i'm really happy. a lot happier than i have been. and there are people around me that try to stop me from becoming anything more than what i am right now, and they dont see that everytime they say I can't do it, I'm sitting alone in my own world thinking about what my next move will be. people push me down, kick me, and scream in my face that i'm nothing more than a 16 year old depressed screw-up. but watch how quickly i stand back up and prove them wrong.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I'm happy to hear that their negativity doesn't bring you down. :] That's always a good strength to have. Because if you let it get to you, you're nothing more than what they say you are.

:D Way to be positive about everything. Keep it up, kid!